Statement about my pain and what I have to go through every day

 As it is difficult to give everyone all the bits of information they need. I have created website called www.nomoreendo.com. It has all of my documents and pictures on there from the past year and 10 months. There is a link at the bottom of each post where you can download the documents you want.

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This statement is being sent to Universal Credits, PIP, St Stephens Surgery, Miss D Ghosh, Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists.

 

Statement for UC about my pain and what I have to go through every day.

 

Q1) I did ask you in my recent letter to Universal Credits, for a copy of all of my notes and discussions you have had that helped you come to this decision.

Q2) I would like a copy of my full assessment report and would like to request a written explanation as well please.

 

Both me and my partner agrees that I am slowly going back to the way I was back before my first operation last September. As I am sitting talking to my partner and going through all my old notes. I have realised how much my health as gone downhill over the past year and a half.

I am constantly bed bound every day. Everyday my partner brings me coffees, teas and food up to me in bed. I always eat my meals in bed. It is very rare I eat my meals downstairs at the dining room table. I am always using my hot water bottle, which my partner refills fore me all the time, when I ask him to.

My partner has always made sure I have got everything I need in my bedroom and that it is at easy reach for me, so I don’t have to stretch up and hurt myself.

I still wakes up at night sometimes in chronic pain. I have to wake my partner up by a text as I cannot walk to the other bedroom due to the pain. My partner empties my pee jug and does my hot water bottle. I have to take at least 2 Tramadol’s in the night to help ease the pain and to try to get back to sleep. I have trouble most nights getting back to sleep, even when I am really tired because the pain is so bad and its makes me uncomfortable to lie down. Sometimes when I have to pee in my jug I have to hold on to the side of the surface for support.

I am excruciating pain every morning when I wake up. I have to take Tramadol and a Paracetamol within the first half an hour of waking up in the morning. My partner empties my pee jug, does my hot water bottle and makes me a cup of coffee every morning.

My partner gives me a damp cloth every morning after he showered, for me to use, as I struggle to bath or shower every day. I mostly have a bath as I cannot stand in the shower for too long. I have a bath once maybe twice a week.

I am always have to use my crutches to get around the house. I walk very slowly taking tiny steps. I walk with a limp. I suffer so much pain while I am walking around the house. Sometimes when the pain is really bad I walk like an old lady hunched over in pain. I have to take the stairs one step at a time. Holding on to the bannister or the wall while I am walking up or down them. Every time I am up and about I am always holding my belly.

My right side abdomen has been very painful again lately. I have problems bending over, sometimes I can’t and I have to get my partner to help me, e.g. pulling up my knickers or picking up something off the floor. I cannot kneel down at all or go on my hands or knees.

Me and my partner hardly ever have sexual intercourse. When we do it not for long as I suffer so much pain afterwards.

I am now slowly going back to taking at least 5 Tramadol a day again.

Both me and my partner have noticed that my eating habits have gone down again. I am not eat as much as I used.

I suffer excruciating pain in my abdomen while I am having a bowel movement. I have been bleeding on and off since July, but these past couple of weeks I have hardly bled at all.

I don’t go out at all now. If and when I do go out I always to go in my mother-in-law’s car and we have to go somewhere where I can sit down and rest as I cannot walk very far.

I suffer after getting my son ready and dressed for school every morning. I don’t take my son to school or pick him up. My partner has to do that. My son always ask me to walk with him to school but I have to tell him I can’t as I cannot handle the walk. The time I had walked to school because of a meeting me and partner had to go to, I was bed bound for at least 3 days in excruciating pain, waking up each night as well.

I hardly ever play with my son. When I do, I always end up in pain and bed bound for days afterwards. I don’t feel like a mother at all to my son because I am always resting in bed. It upsets me when I have to tell my son that I cannot do things with him because I am in pain. It upsets me when I see him upset and he walks away sad. He even says he is sad now. I cannot pick my son up at all.

I have to sit with my son on my bed when I am helping him with his homework every night, as I cannot sit at the dining room table for too long.

If I do go downstairs for bit, it is not for long, then I am back upstairs in bed resting. I cannot sit or stand for too long. It is very uncomfortable for me to rest on the sofa. I have to come upstairs soon after my son and partner comes home from school, as I suffer in so much pain from sitting and relaxing on the sofa, even just for a few minutes. When my dad comes over on a Friday night, I always makes sure I got my hot water bottle with me when I go downstairs to talk to him for the evening. Sometimes I do have to go up to rest in bed because I am in so much pain or my dad leaves early so I can go and rest. I sometimes go downstairs when my mother-in-law comes over, but after a while I do have to go up and rest in bed due to the pain. Most of the time when she does come I have to stay resting in bed because of the amount of pain I am in. This also happens when we have our friend over on a Thursday afternoon.

I suffer a lot of excruciating stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly every night when I am getting myself ready for bed. The pain carries on when I am settled in bed for the night. My partner always has to do my hot water bottle. I have to take a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen as soon as I am in bed.

I have noticed that the past few weeks I get very angry with my partner and son when I am suffering in so much pain. Its not mine or their fault that I am suffering so much. For some reason when I am really suffering in pain I just lash out at them for no reason what so ever.

My partner has to do all the housework and cooking. If I try and do it I always suffer in chronic pain afterwards and I am bed bound for days. Activities around the house is very hard for me to do, so I just don’t do them. My partner goes to town on his own to get, Toiletries, Gas and Electric, my Tramadol Prescription, and other essentials. My mother-in-law does our food shopping for us twice a week so my partner doesn’t have to leave me alone with my son as I don’t think I could cope.

I would like you to know as I am typing this you I am in excruciating pain just from sitting down in a chair for as long as I have and that will be bed bound for the rest of the day. This is another example of how I am suffering.

Both me and my partner are happy to go along with the specialist’s advice, on waiting till the 4 months are up before going on to the next step or making the next decision about my health.

 

I would like to give you more detail on my health, but as you have not given me a way to upload documents or pictures to your site, I have had to put them on my website we have made to do with my ongoing health problems, at www.nomoreendo.com.

 

I have put links in below for you to go straight to each subject matter. Please use the web links and the information in them as part of my information I am giving to you, and you need to know about.

As you read and look through each link you will get a much clearer view on my health and my ability.

 

There is a witness statement made by my mother in law in which she explains how my situation. My mother in laws statement
http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/emmas-mother-in-law-statement_17.html

 

There is also a part of my diary which is dated from the 1^st October to 15^th October 2021. In there I explain how many Tramadol I am taking a day and at what times. I also explain on what my partner does me day by day. It is exactly how my life is day by day and how it is never changed because I am bed bound all the time. If you want to see more from this year please ask.
Pain Diary dated 1^st October to 15^th October 2021
http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/emmas-pain-diary-1st-october-to-15th.html

 

There is the letter that me and my partner sent to you recently. There is also a letter which my partner has sent to the Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists explaining his views on my Endometriosis diagnosis.
Stuart’s letter to Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists
http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/letter-to-royal-college-of.html

 

Stuart’s Last Notes sent to UC
https://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/hi-uc.html

 

Emma’s Last Notes sent to UC
https://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/emmasstatement-to-uc-about-my-current.html

 

There is a list of my Tramadol Prescriptions dated back from the 20^th April 2020 to the present day.  I get 60 Tramadol every time. It shows how many times my partner Stuart as gone to the chemist to get them for me. He also picks up Paracetamol and Ibuprofen for me at the same time.
http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/emmas-prescriptions-from-chemist.html

 

There is pictures of what my belly looks like now after 5 years of having a C-section, Ectopic Pregnancy and 2 keyholes surgeries to do with my Endometriosis. It shows how my belly has never gone down and how it still looks like I am pregnant. I am constantly in pain all across my abdomen and belly. Pictures of My belly.
http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/10/pics-of-my-endo-belly.html

 

There is the 2 letters that I sent to my specialists after my operation back in June. Detailing my current situation, pains and the bleeding. The first one she did not responded to. The second one was sent because I was suffering even more in pain and was still bleeding 2 months on since I started back in July.
http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/08/letter-to-miss-d-ghosh.html

http://healingemma.blogspot.com/2021/09/letter-to-miss-d-ghosh.html

 

If you would like any of these documents in paper form please let me know and I will get my partner to bring them in for you.

Thank you for your Co-operation in this matter and hope to hear from you soon.Mrs Emma Goode, 35 Archer Road, Redditch B98 8DN, 07383109492, 21/02/1990, emmasmith90@yahoo.com

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Emma’s Mother-in-Law Statement

This is statement from my Mother-in-Law from her perspective of my situation. She explains how I am still suffering after having my operation back in June. She also explains how my partner Stuart still doing everything for me as I am still not capable of looking after myself probably on a daily basis. She also does our food shopping 2 times a week to help us out.

She is very concerned about how I will never get back to the way I was before all of this has started and that probably the only thing that will help is to have an Hysterectomy, which is what I have been asking for from day one.

Emma’s  Mother-in-Law Statement

Although Emma had surgery to cut out much of the endometriosis she did not recover much – by the time she was recovering from the surgery it seems likely the endometriosis had grown again.

Emma has never recovered enough to walk without a crutch.   She is unable to take anything more than the shortest walk and is virtually house bound.

The only time she can get out is in my car as the family to not have a car and even in the car, she can only be taken somewhere she can sit. In 2021 she has been once to my house and twice to her son’s school by car.  On two occasions she has tried to walk to the school (about 15 minutes’ walk) and the effort has left her in severe pain for days.

Emma is not able to care for herself and struggles with any sort of household task.   Stuart has to complete all the household duties and take John to and from school.

I do the shopping for the family twice a week and take to the food house as Emma does not like to be left too long and is unable to care for herself when her pain is severe.

It seems likely that it will be years rather than months before she is eventually given the surgery that will alleviate the condition, i.e. a hysterectomy.   Until then she will be housebound and walking with crutches.

I am Emma’s partner’s mother and John’s grandmother.

Oonagh Morris

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Pics of my Endo Belly

These are photos of my belly. This is what my belly looks like now after having a C-section, Ectopic Pregnancy and 2 surgeries to do with my Endometriosis. 

As you can see my belly has never gone down and it always look like I am pregnant. I am constantly in pain all across my belly and abdomen.

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My Tramadol Prescriptions from the Chemist

This list below is the amount of times my partner Stuart has gone to the Chemist to pay and collect my Tramadol. I have 60 Tramadol every time. He also gets me Paracetamol and Ibuprofen at the same time.

This list is dated from 20th April 2020 to the present day. My partner used to go to the Chemist every 2 weeks for my Tramadol. It did ease bit after my operation back in June but it is now slowly going back to every 2 weeks.

This is never going to stop happening as I am in constant need for my Tramadol to help with my constant pains that I suffer every day.

Date                 Description                         Debit

20/04/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
28/04/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.3
11/05/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
21/05/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
02/06/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
26/06/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
29/06/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
16/07/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.3
30/07/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         14.14
03/08/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.3
11/08/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
24/08/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
27/08/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
14/09/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
08/10/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
22/10/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.3
26/10/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
10/11/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         11.15
30/11/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         11.15
15/12/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         11.15
31/12/2020 LLOYDS PHARMACY         12.94
15/01/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         13.14
01/02/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         15.62
15/02/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         9.15
15/02/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         12.47
01/03/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.62
15/03/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         13.15
29/03/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.62
15/04/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         19.31
29/04/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.06
11/05/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         22.55
07/06/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         10.85
21/06/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         17.33
05/07/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         16.53
11/08/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.82
26/08/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         7.98
03/09/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         18.34
24/09/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         14.13
15/10/2021 LLOYDS PHARMACY         11.84

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Letter to Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists

Below is a letter my partner Stuart recently sent to the Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists, about the the diagnosis I was given called Endometriosis and how it is effecting me. He also talks about how it effects other in women in the world and does it really need to.

From: James stuart morris, 
35 Archer Road, 
Redditch, 
B98 8DN,
email: jsm_smstudios@yahoo.co.uk

To: Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists, 
10-18, Union St,   
London SE1 1SZ


Dear Sirs/Madams

with reference to my dear beloved English common law wife named emma jane Goode, who is still suffering with a diagnosed condition termed as ‘ENDOMETRIOSIS’ after her Laparoscopic Surgery about 4months ago, I am asking your association to take into consideration the following statement made by myself, while taking into account your RCOG mission statement online as referenced below for your convenience…

‘’The Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists (RCOG) works to improve health care for women everywhere, by setting standards for clinical practice, providing doctors with training and lifelong learning, and advocating for women’s health care worldwide.’’

I want this to be made public and I want this to be heard by the right people so if you are not the right people to send this to please tell me who is, and supply all their addresses so I can mail them too thank you…


MY STATEMENT

It is my belief and my opinion that my gorgeous girlfriend Emma may be suffering as a consequence of ectopic pregnancy, keyhole, or c section. Statistics may eventually lead us to conclude that there could be a link between severe abdominal pains and invasive surgeries similar to key hole or c section…

The term ‘endometriosis may eventually be realised, as a catchall for a collection of conditions that were mistakenly given at the time of diagnosis…

Politely put, I am worried in case we may be causing long term damage to thousands, perhaps even millions of unaware, ill-informed, un-intentionally injured women, by procedures, that may not have been statistically researched, investigated, or analysed, to such a degree, so as to deliver a suitable, informative, sound, judgement or outcome…

Simply put – I’m scared to death we are hurting all these women without even knowing it…

 If I need to send this to anyone else, please please please let me know, with names and addresses, so me and emma, can help get emma better again, and maybe even help all the others suffering too. All the very best to all of you and thank you for taking the time to read this… 

Stu and Emma…
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Stu letter to UC

Below is a letter from my partner Stuart to the Universal Credits about his view on my current situation and how they have made a big mistake thinking I am fit enough to go back to work, which I am not.

He details how he does everything for me and what he does for me. He also explains how he has to do the housework and look after our son all the time as I am not capable of doing it myself. 

He also talks about how my Tramadol intake is slowly creeping back up again. He also explains how I went out one day to my sons school for a meeting but I was bed bound for 3 days afterwards suffering from the walking.

He also states how in the surgeons letter to us, she says that we have to give it at least 4 months before they can do anything else. Also that he thinks I need an second opinion on my current situation.

 Hi UC.

This is a small update regarding emmas condition, which sadly differs compared to your recent assessment…

Emma has been bed ridden since before the 2 op’s, and to be honest that is still going on up to present day…

Recently (month or so) the tradamol intake is starting to creep up again…

Her symptoms are starting to sound like what she was suffering with before the first op…

In the maybe 3or4 times she went out in the last year or so with my mum, to places where she spends most time on crutches and sitting down in pain, she has come back sore, and suffering for 2 or 3 days after that, which includes being in bed all day, more tablets than usual, getting me up at night to do her pee jug, hot water bottles, tea or coffee, talk, etc...

The one time she went out with me to johns school (about week or so ago) she insisted on being there because we are having issues with john at school. I did not want her to go but she insisted, although I’m now glad she did. emma then spent the next three atleast days in severe and I mean severe pain, didn’t eat as normal, hardly left the bedroom at all, and her sleep was so bad she got me up three nights in a row, and she also had to sleep during the day just to cope with the pain…

I have just read emmas response to you we are putting up, and honestly, from my heart, she is telling the absolute truth. She does need to see a doctor. She also needs to see you so you can visually asses and determine for yourselves. There is no lockdown, so there is no reason at all for emma not to be seen. We will gladly consent to see anyone who thinks they can help her. She still relies heavily on me to do most things, as it was in the beginning of all this to be honest. Honestly, nothing has changed…

I just want uc to know, that I think you may have made an error in judgement, and I feel strongly she is not capable or fit for work. But I will not force the issue, nor will I tell you. You can phone me anytime and ask me what I think. After all I am being paid by you for me to be her carer, and I a also act for and on her behalf when asked to do so. But yet again, I want this to be made very clear, I will only inform when asked to do so, so please, if you want to know more from me, or want to talk to me, then please please do ask. But I believe you have made a big mistake in your assessment, and I just want you to know that, in case it comes to light at a later date. I will be the first to say I told you so. I am sorry if that sounds rude. But someone has made a decision about my emma, that will become detrimental to her health and wellbeing at a later date, and I cant just sit back and not tell you…

 

 When I read the letter from the surgeon before the second op, who I whole heartedly believe did her very best for emma, the letter clearly left me with the very distinct impression that there was less to no guarantees that the procedure would actually work by making emma pain free again. I could tell that they were at least being honest in saying it doesn’t always solve the problem. Well it hasn’t, there has been a slight very short term improvement as in the first op, but she is now started slipping back to the way she was… (just so you know I would have made all documents available to uc but I was asked by yourselves not to post them up due to data protection, even though you have had my full consent to disseminate and read them accordingly). We are not hiding anything. We are not lying to you. We are telling you our absolute truth. Emma is still in a very bad way. And she still needs medical attention. I just think that emmas problem is not what the surgeon thought it was. In other words, I still think there is something else wrong with emma that we have not found yet, and although I haven’t even said this to emma yet, she will read it here for the first time when I show her this, ‘there is something else in emma that needs looking at’…

I think she needs a second opinion. And not because anyone has done emma wrong. Far from it. I am eternally grateful for all the help we have had. And We wouldn’t be together as a family if it weren’t for UCredits. And emma could have died from the eptopic. So I am eternally grateful for all the helpwe have received…

We had decided to just accept the surgeons advice in her letter, and wait until the 4 months are up before we see or speak to anyone again about emmas worsening situation that hasn’t got any better. Its up to UC if you choose to decide something different about my emmas health. But I just want you to know that at the moment I agree with the surgeon.

Please please please remember emma is dyslexic, she has mild speech difficulty, and she doesn’t speak up for herself at times when I want her to. But she has been bullied badly in her school days, and I will not add to her existing ailments by telling her what to do. That would just be more bullying. I will speak to anyone who wants to speak to me about helping my emma, but I will not force myself upon anyone else anymore. If you ask me, I will gladly talk, but I will tell my truth, my whole truth, and nothing but my truth. And on that note, emma is no way near fit for work, not even a maybe. I still cannot see that light at the end of that tunnel. But if anyone choose’s to overturn that decision, I will gladly let you. I will not force my opinion on anyone…

 Actually UC, on writing the above paragraph, and in this very moment, I have just consciously coherently and knowingly decided to make this lecture of mine to the gp and the surgeon and pip and anyone else who may be involved or can help. I have also made the decision that all our details and info are going to be made available publically online for all to read and see…

WHY you ask…

Statistically, if its 1in4 women suffering from this I am going to help them all and make a difference. If its 1in10 women suffering this I am going to help them and make a difference. Whatever the number, my emma is already one too many, and I have listened to enough women now giving their testimonies, to realise there is a problem in our society, and I don’t think we have a fuller understanding of it yet. And by divine grace, if there is something I can do, I want to try…

Maybe there is an underlying cause or symptom of endobelly. Could it be related to the eptopic pregnancy, or could it be to do with the keyhole surgery or c-section. I don’t know.  I am convinced there is more to this than meets the eye. But I know emma isn’t any better. I know she isn’t fit for work. And I know she still needs me to do most things for her…

Its so interesting that to me, as I am writing this, you could say like a diary, it is starting to help me to come up with practical things I can do, that maybe one day, may even help others out there going through the same painful traumatic experience my emma is going through right now every day…

Thankyou thankyou thankyou for everything you have already done UC and sorry for the long lecture here, but I think its actually done as much for me as it will for you in terms of info…

God bless you all, god guide you all, god protect you all…
Peace and blessings…
stu

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Emma Letter to Universal Credits

Below is my letter to the Universal Credits about my current situation and how I think they have made a big mistake on thinking I am fit enough to go back to work which I can tell you here now that I am noway near ready to go back to work or ready to do any kind of work because no matter on what I do I always end up in pain.

I state how I am constantly using my crutches to get about the house. I also explain on how much my Tramadol intake has gone up again recently. I explain how my partner Stuart does everything for me and looks after our son and does all the housework.

I have asked Universal Credits for a copy of my notes which made them come to the decision that I am fit enough to go back to work and what made them come to this conclusion by only evaluating me over the phone and not seeing me in person.

Emma’s Statement to UC about my current situation and why I am not fit enough to go back to work at all.

Both me and Stuart agrees that I am not fit to go to work at all or even fit enough to do any kind of work. You are making a very big mistake on sending me back to work just on what was said over the phone. You cannot just evaluate me over the phone and think that I am fit enough to go back to work. You have not seen me personally and not seen what have I do to get through the day.

We also agree that a doctor should come round and assess me. I will also still be sending you sick notes.

I am still suffering with excruciating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen, belly and sometimes in my groin and pelvic. I am constantly resting in my bed all day every day with my hot water bottle.

I constantly have use my crutches to walk and move about the house.

I am relying on Stuart to do stuff for me all the time (e.g. emptying my pee jug hot water bottle day and night) and he also has to do all the housework. Stuart also looks after our son all the time as I am not capable of looking after him on my own. None of this has changed.

I am having to take at least 2 Tramadol’s just to keep the pain at bay. My Tramadol intake has gone up to 5 a day this past week, and seems to be creeping up again.

I would like a copy of my notes and everything that you have discussed about my situation that made you come to this decision about me being fit enough to go back to work.

Stuart will making a statement on his view on my current situation.

 

Emma Goode, 35 Archer Road, Redditch, B98 8DN, 07383109492, emmasmith90@yahoo.com, 21/02/1990

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UCD83 Emma Goode

 

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My Pain Diary from Friday 1st October 2021 to Friday 15th October 2021

This is a small part from my pain diary which I have kept since January last year. It has everything in it.

I talk about my day to day activities, which to be honest is not much as I am bed bound for most of the day.

I have written how my partner Stuart does things for me (e.g emptying my pee jug, doing my hot water bottle and bringing me foods and drinks up through out the day). 

I have noted down how many Tramadol, Paracetamol and Ibuprofen I take in the day and what times I have taken them. I have also noted exactly where the pain is in my body and how bad the pain is.

If you would like to read my diary from day 1. There is a link on my blog called Emma's pain Diary. It has got last years diary up. This years diary is still being typed up from my notes I have kept through out the year.

 

Friday 1st October 2021

Woke up with stabbing pains all across my abdomen. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a cup of coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.30am. I had to call the school to let them know John was not going in due to being ill. I was in extreme pain everytime I walked and moved about the house. I rested in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Excruiating stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. I rested in bed all morning. I went downstairs for a bit. My partner started playing with me but had to stop as I was getting really sore in my abdomen, but he turned me on so when I came back upstairs I masturbated and orgasmed which put me in excruiating pain straight away. I had to take a Tramadol and Paracetamol straight away at 12.45pm. I rested in bed all afternoon. I went downstairs when my mother in law turned up with the shopping. My partner had to go for nap after she left as he was so tired. I looked after my son which put me in really bad excruiating pain all across my abdomen and belly. When my partner woke up and came back downstairs, I came back up and rested in bed. I was bleeding a bit with thick dead blood. I rested in bed all evening. My partner was bringing me drinks and my dinner upstairs. I was in constant pain all evening. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 7.10pm. My partner did my hot water bottle. I felt fine for most of the night. I got ready for bed and my partner did my hot water bottle at bedtime.

 

Saturday 2nd October 2021

Woke up with excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen, belly and groin. I got up to give my son some medicine to help with his cough. My partner did my hot water bottle, emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.20am. I was in really bad pain when I was having a bowel movement. I rested in bed all morning and most of the afternoon and my partner was bringing me drinks and food up all the time. I had a couple of little jobs to do in the attic which put me in excruiating crippling stabbing pain all across my abdomen, belly and groin. I had another bowel movement. I was in extreme pain everytime I was walking about the house. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 4pm. I rested in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. I went downstairs to serve and eat my dinner. I felt fine so I spent all night down there. I got ready for bed and my partner did my hot water bottle. 

 

Sunday 3rd October 2021

Woke up at 3.10am with stabbing pains all across my abdomen. I was so tired that I tried to go back to sleep but every movement and every position was making the pain worse and keeping me more awake. After an hour I decided to take a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 4.10am. I woke my partner up to do my hot water bottle and to empty my pee jug. I fell back to sleep at 6.15am. Woke up at 9.30am with excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen, belly and groin. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 9.40am. I went through to the main bedroom and sat watching my son open his birthday presents. I had a shower. I went downstairs to get my son ready to go out with his nan this afternoon. I stayed down there sitting on the sofa watching a programme with my partner. I started to get really bad excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly and I was bleeding a tiny bit. I came back upstairs and rested in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 1.50pm. I rested in bed all afternoon. My partner was bringing me drinks up all afternoon. I went downstairs when my son came back home. I spent all night downstairs tidying up and sorting out stuff for the morning. I started feeling sore just before bed. I was getting excruaiting crippling stabbing pains as I was getting ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 9.35pm.

 

Monday 4th October 2021

Woke up feeling fine. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. I went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I had a bowel movement. When my partner was taking my son to school, I hung the washing up but soon after I started to get excruaiting crippling sabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. I went upstairs and rested in bed. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 9.05am. When my partner came back he did my hot water bottle and made me a cup of nettle tea and a sandwich. Me and my partner had sexual intercourse which put me in excruiating crippling stabbing pain all across my abdomen and belly straight after. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.45am. I rested in bed with my hot water bottle. My partner was bringing cups of teas. I had a shower and got ready to go out later with my mother in law to celebrate my sons birthday. When my son came home from school, I got him changed and ready to go out. We went out to the Wacky Warehouse and had a meal. I started feeling a bit sore and tender on the way back home. I spent all night downstairs sorting out for the morning and tidying up from celebrating my sons birthday. I did the washing and the washing up. I sat with my son and did his homework with him. I started feeling sore and tender just before bed. I was getting stabbing pains as I was getting ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 9.10pm. 

 

Tuesday 5th October 2021

I woke up with excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. I also had a cold. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a cup of coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.30am. Went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I came back upstairs when my partner and son left for school. I had stabbing pains in my abdomen while I was having a bowel movement. I rested in bed. When my partner came back he did my hot water bottle, made me a nettle tea and a sandwich. I had another bowel movement. Excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. It was very painful everytime I was walking and moving around the house. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 12pm. I rested in bed. I went downstairs when my mother in law turned up and stayed down there when she and my partner went to get my son from school. I came back up soon after they came back home to rest in bed as I was starting to get sore and tender across my abdomen and belly. I bathed my son tonight. Severe chronic crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly as I was bathing my son and getting him rrady for bed. I got ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 9pm.

 

Wednesday 6th October 2021

Woke up at 2am with excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly but mainly in the middle and on the right side. Woke my partner up to do my hot water bottle and to empty my pee jug. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 2.05am. I was so tired I fell asleep at 4.30am in pain. Woke up at 7.25am in excruiating crippling stabbing pain all across my abdomen and belly. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.30am. Went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I came back up to rest in bed when my son and my partner left for school. When my partner came back he did my hot water bottle and made me a nettle tea. I rested in bed all morning with my hot water bottle. I was in constant excruaiting crippling stabbing pain. Both me and my partner agreed that the reason I was suffering so much pain was because I was so active on Monday. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 11.45am. I had a nap in the afternoon. Woke up in pain. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Went downstairs waiting for my partner and son to come home from school. I came back up soon after they came home. My partner did my hot water bottle and made me a cup of tea. I rested in bed with my hot water bottle. I went downstairs to cook and serve my sons dinner as my partner was having a nap. I sat with my son while doing his homework. Excruaiting crippling stabbing pains coming in as I was getting ready for bed. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and Ibuprofen at 9pm. My partner did my hot water bottle. 

 

Thursday 7th October 2021

Woke up with excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abomen and belly. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.10am. Went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I came back to rest in bed when my partner and son left for school. When my partner came back he did my hot water bottle and made me a nettle tea and a sandwich. I had stabbing pains in my abdomen while I was having a bowel movement. I rested in bed all morning. I went downstairs for a bit. My partner played with me and made me orgasmed. Excruaiting crioppling stabbing pains came in staright away all across my abdomen and belly. I came back upstairs to rest in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle and made me a cup of tea. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 2.40pm. I went downstairs when my partner and my son came home from school but I had to come back up soon after. I rested in bed for most of the evening. I sat with my son while he was doing his homework. I went downstairs to get things ready for the morning. I got ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. I felt fine all night.

 

Friday 8th October 2021

My partner woke me up in the early hours to help him with my son as he was suffering with bad ear ache. After a couple of hours my son finally fell back to sleep. I had stabbing pains in my abdomen while having a bowel movement. I masturbated and orgasmed which put me excruaiting crippling stabbing pain. I fell asleep straight after. Woke up with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. My partner did my hot water bottle, emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.30am. I had a bath. I gave our son his breakfast when my partner brought it upstairs to us. I gave my son a bath. Went downstairs when my mother in law turned up with the shopping and stayed down there to eat my dinner. I had anotoher bowel movement. I rested in bed as I was suffering excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 4.50pm. Went downstairs when my dad turned up and spent the night resting on the sofa. I felt fine for most of the night but I started to get stabbing pains in the middle of my abdomen, belly and C section scar as I was getting myself and my son ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.30pm.

 

Saturday 9th October 2021

Woke up with excruiating crippling stabbing pains and a cold. My partner did my hot water bottle, emptiered my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.40am. I rested in bed for ost of the day. I went downstairs for a bit. I played with my son for abit. I started to get stabbing pains in my abdomen. My partner went upstairs and got my tablets for me. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 2pm. But I had to come back up and rst in bed as I was suffering really bad. My partner did my hot water bottle. I rested in bed all afternoon and all evening feeling fine. My partner did my hot water bottle at bedtime.

 

Sunday 10th October 2021

Woke up with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. I had a bowel movement. My partner did my hot water bottle, emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.05am. I rested in bed all morning with constant stabbing pains in my right side abdomen. The pains got worse when I went downstairs for a bit. As I was walking back up the stairs taking them one step at a time I was uffering with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 3.20pm. My partner did my hot water bottle and made me a cup of tea. I rested in bed all evening and all ight feeling fine. My partner was bringing me drinks food up the whole time. I was fine when I was getting myself and my son ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle for bedtime.

 

Monday 11th October 2021

Woke up with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.20am. I had a bowel movement. Went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I had a shower and got ready to go out with my partner to go to his mother in laws house. Constant stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly the whole time I was out. I rested on my mother in laws bed. My partner did my hot water bottle and made me a coffee. I had a bowel movement. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 11.20am. When we came home me and my partner had sexual intercourse which put me excruaiting crippling stabbing pain in my right side abdomen straight after. I took a Tramadol and Paracetamol straightaway at 1.25pm. I rested in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle and made me a cup of nettle tea. I went downstairs when my partner and my son came home from school. I helped my partner prepare dinner. I severed dinner and sat at the table to eat my dinner with my partner. I served my sons dinner. I sat at the table with my son to do his homework. Soon after I started to get stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly so my partner told me to go upstairs and rest in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. I felt fine later on in at night. I went downstairs to get things ready for the morning and to get things ready for bed. I got myself ready for bed. I started to get stabbing pains in my abdomen. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 9pm. My partner did my hot water bottle.

 

Tuesday 12th October 2021

Woke up at 1.35am with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 1.40am. Woke my partner up to do my hot water bottle and to empty my pee jug. The pain was getting worse. I was struggling to move about in bed.  When I stood to have a pee in my jug I had to hold on to the side of the surface for support. The pain was so extremely excruaitingly painful; all across my abdomen and belly. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 3.50am. I was finally able to fall asleep at 5am but I was excruaiting pain. Woke up at 7.30am in pain. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. I went downstairs to get my son ready for school. While I was down there the most excruaiting crippling stabbing pain came in all across my adomen, belly, groin and C section scar. I got my partner to go upstairs and get my tablets for me. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 8.15am. I came back upstairs to rest in bed when my partner and my son left for school.When my partner came home he did my hot water b ottle and made me a nettle tea. I rested in bed all morning. I had a nap in the afternoon. I woke up with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen, belly, groin and C section scar. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 4.20pm. My partner did my hot water bottle. I rested in bed all evening. My partner was bringing me drinks and food up all evening. I sat with my son to help with his homework. I was in excruaiting crippling stabbing pain while I was getting ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and Ibuprofen at 9pm.

 

Wednesday 13th October 2021

Woke up at 2.05am with excruiating crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly but mainly in my right side. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 2.15am. Woke my partner up to do my hot water bottle and to empty my pee jug. I was extremely tired and I really wanted to go to sleep. I tried to lie down and fall asleep with the pain in my right side abdomen but the pain was so excruiaitngly painful and uncomfortable it was keeping awake. I decided to take some more tablets. I ate 2 tiny cakes. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 5am. I fell asleep at 5.15am. Woke up at 7am. I had to get ready to go to my sons school for a meeting. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. I went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I went with my partner and my son to school. Me and my partner went to the meeting. Just as we was leaving I was getting stabbing pains coming in to my abdomen and belly. Walking back home I was suffering really bad excruaiting crippling stabbing pains, we had to walk really slow on the way home. When we got home I rested in bed. My partner had to go to town to get me a new hot water bottle and some Paracetamols. I was suffering really bad stabbing pains all across my abdomen. When my partner came back home from town he did my hot water bottle and made me a cup of nettle tea. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 11.25am. I rested in bed. I had a nap in the afternoon. I woke up with excruiaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen and belly. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. I went downstairs to see my son for a bit as he was already home from school when I woke up. I couldn't stay down there long as I suffering in so much pain. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 4.20pm. I rested in bed all evening. I sat with my son to help with his homework. I went downstairs to get things ready for the morning. I got ready for bed. The whole time of being downstairs and getting ready for bed I was constant stabbing pain in my right side abdomen. I got my son ready for bed. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 9.15pm.

 

Thursday 14th October 2021

Woke up with excruaiting crippling stabbing pains all across my abdomen, belly, groin, pelvic and C section scar. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.10am. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. I had stabbing pains in my abdomen while having a bowel movement. Went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I sat at the computer to type up my statement to UC. The whole time I was sitting there I was suffering excruiaitng crippling stabbing pains. I came upstairs to rest in bed. My partner did my hot water bottle and made me a nettle tea. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 10.30am. I rested in bed. I had a nap in the afternoon. Woke up with excruiaitng crippling stabbing pains all acroos my abdomen and belly. My partner did my hot water bottle, emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 4.10pm. My partner started playing with me and I masturbated and orgasmed which caused me to be in excruaitng stabbing pain in my right side abdomen. I went downstairs to see my son but I had to come back up soon after to rest in bed with my hot water bottle. I rested in bed all evening feeling sore and tender. I got myself and my son ready for bed. I started to get really bad stabbing pains in the middle and in the right side of my abdomen and belly. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 9.20pm.

Friday 15th October 2021

Woke up with stabbing pains slowly coming into my abdomen. My partner emptied my pee jug and made me a coffee. Took a Tramadol and Paracetamol at 7.30am. Went downstairs to get my son ready for school. I felt fine for most of the day. I was able to get a couple of tiny jobs done. But it all hit me this afternoon. I started going downhill fast with the most excruaiting crippling stabbing pain ever all across my abdomen and belly from all the standing, sitting and walking I did around the house today. The pain was getting worse by the second. I had to quickly get into bed and rest. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and Ibuprofen at 2.20pm. I went downstairs when my mother in law turned up with the shop[ping and stayed down when she and my partner went to get my son from school. Soon after my mother in law left I cam upstairs to rest in bed. I went back downstairs when my dad turned up and spent the night resting on the sofa with my hot water bottle. I came up at bedtime and got ready for bed which put me in excruaiting crippling stabbing pain all across my abdomen and belly. My partner did my hot water bottle. Took a Tramadol, Paracetamol and an Ibuprofen at 10.15pm.

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