Emma's Update Letter

 Saturday 6^th March 2021 – Emma’s Update Letter

In the last few weeks we have defiantly noticed a change in me. I am in pain more often (nearly all the time now). The pain literally feels like someone is constantly stabbing and pushing the knife in me more. It is always in my right side abdomen and in my belly. Sometimes the pain has been in my left side abdomen, my groin, and my pelvic and across my C section scar. The tablets do not work as well as they used to. I am in bed all day, every day. The pain that bad, it been reducing me to tears. There has been a couple of times where I have actually broken down crying due to the severity of the pain.

I am not sleeping like I used to. In the last couple of weeks I properly slept once the whole way through the night. I wake up every night in severe chronic crippling pain. I am a wake up to 4-5 hours a night. I wake my partner Stuart up 2 times in the night to do my hot water bottle, to empty my pee jug and for hot drink. The tablets I take during the night does not help with the pain at all. I am constantly in pain, it never goes away. By the time I fall back to sleep I have taken at least 3 lots of tablets. I sleep during the day to catch up on the sleep I missed in the night.

The pain never goes away now, even after taking Tramadol, Paracetamol, Ibuprofen and the pill. I always eat a piece of fruit when I am taking my tablets. I am now ordering a new prescription of the Tramadol every 2 weeks.

I am relying more on both of my crutches not just the one to walk around the house. I am now walking up and down the stairs one step at a time.

I can't bend down or over anymore because every time I do I always get a sharp stabbing pain come in to my right side abdomen. Even just bending forward slightly in bed kills.

I suffer from severe chronic stabbing pains even when I am just resting in bed. The pain get really uncomfortable. I am constantly groaning in pain every time I move about in bed to find a comfortable position. It hurts me to sit in bed with my knees bent up. It really kills me sometimes to get out of bed. I have to hold on the side of bed to help me get up.

Stuart has put a shelf up just above my bed to help me to get to the stuff I need all the time without having to move so much in bed or to get out of bed.

I struggle to sit in a chair or on the sofa for so long. I also struggle to stand for a certain amount of time.

The pain has gotten a lot worse since my last period. My last period was Monday 1st February - Sunday 7th February 2021. I hardly had a bleed. I was in scruating pain most of the time.

My belly constantly looks swollen and feels bloated. I look as though I am about 8 months pregnant. I sometimes feel like there's a lump in my right side abdomen. It is so sensitive to touch my right side abdomen.

Me and Stuart hardly ever have sexual intercourse now because of me being in constant pain all the time. Stuart is afraid of hurting me more.

Stuart does my hot water bottle more often now during the day and night. I am never without my hot water bottle now. He also empty's my pee jug every time he comes upstairs.

I've had no problems with my bladder or bowels. I have been keeping on the situation. Now and then I have severe chronic stabbing pains all across my abdomen while I have a bowel movement. The pain carry’s on afterwards. I have no pains while I am urinating in my jug. I am constantly peeing in my jug all day every day.

I don't have showers anymore as I struggle to stand for so long. I have baths now but even they are becoming more less now. In the last few weeks I've had a bath at least once a week. Everyday Stuart gives me a damp cloth for me to wipe myself down with. Stuart brings me the stuff for me to brush my teeth as I cannot stand or bend over at the sink in the bathroom.

I physically haven't been out of the house since Monday 5th October 2020. I went with Stuart to take our son to Nursery. I got halfway down there when I had to turn round to come back home due to the pain I was getting in my right side abdomen. It is a 15 minute walk to the Nursery from our house.

I snack most during the day. I have 1 main meal in the evening.

With this letter I have attached my pain diary, dating from January 1st to February 28th 2021.

Thank you for your co-operation

Emma Goode, 35 Archer Road, Redditch, B98 8DN. 07383109492. 21-02-1990. emmasmith90@yahoo.com.

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Stu's update letter

forwarded to:
St Stephens Surgery, Adelaide St, Redditch,
Miss D Ghosh ,The Gynaecology Department, Worcestershire Acute Hospital
Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists, 10-18, Union St,
Personal Independence Payment, Mail Handling Site A, Wolverhampton
((please email emma contact details if you think I should be sending this to anyone  else))


Stuarts Ego Talking

in ref to: Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists…

as I have been told you are the ones who decide if and when treatment can be given to patients or not, I am keeping you informed on emma’s condition as well as my thoughts, for future reference, in case the need should arise.

Statistically speaking it seems we are being denied treatment due to a corona virus pcr test that wasn’t designed to detect or test for infectious diseases as such (as per inventor, Kary B Mullis). Nor can it distinguish one corona type from another, malign or otherwise. Plus the test itself has a 50/50 fail rate. The virus is also believed to be asymptomatic, currently now being questioned by many doctors and micro biologists globally. CDC and WHO admit figures and stats are better than the influenza (or common cold). So Why? I ask?

for initial reference & documentation, name search the following.

Delores Cahill, Dr Judy Makovits, Dr Rasheed Buttar, Del Matthew Bigtree, Amandha Dawn Vollmer, Dr Jennifer Daniels, Dr Sherri Tenpenny, off the top of my head!

sadly for me, I am beginning to believe we are being lied to or misled by some out there, and this is my way of bringing out into the open, and into your paradigm so to speak, my concerns regarding this plandemic (refer to agenda 201 as example in October 2019) or pandemic. And neverminding the fact that HCQ (Hydroxychloroquine) & Zinc seem to cure it anyway. I am already very awake & aware to the current circumstances of which we all currently reside in. all I wish now is for you to become more enlightened and informed, and turning the TV off might be the first steps to take.

My Final Thought on Emmas Condition.
Also. My opinion is that the act of the c section or the keyhole surgery or the ectopic pregnancy, has been the primary cause of this, albeit manifesting at a later date, and statistical analysis of the NHS data and figures behind the scenes would bring this to light, IF IT WERE TRUE. If its not, hey, have a laugh at my expense, and I will too. But it has been formally recorded now and you have been duly informed by a concerned soul. I now rest in peace on this matter…

Stuarts Heart doing the talking…
Emmas Actual condition from stuarts point of view…
Emmas is getting worse and I believe she is now the way she was before the Laparoscopy.

she is permanently with her crutches again and even up and down the stairs she has to rely on them just to get around.

she spends less than half an hour a day (more like 15mins tbh) down stairs now as she simply cannot sit or even lie on the sofa. And even though she spends most of the day in bed, I can tell she is very rarely pain free and suffering a lot more than she used to, even with the tramadol.

night time for her now is bad. She hardly ever sleeps all the way through the night, sometimes getting me up twice a night, to help her, empty her pee jug, make her a drink with her tablets, make sure she has some fruit in her room, and do another hot water bottle. It is normal now for emma to sleep till about 12pm – 2pm, as she is awake suffering in pain for 3-4 hours a night not being able to sleep, again, even with the tramadol. And she is never without her hot water bottle now, same as her crutches. I also put two more shelves in the room for her essentials to be at arms reach to minimise her movements.

I don’t think she will get any better now, only get worse, and it all depends on how and when she can be seen. I have never seen my emma suffer as much as she is now (except for the ectopic creeping up on her) and she is never comfortable now, not even in her bed, and she is never pain free. She is really suffering, and I feel like there is nothing I can do, except try and get your attention. She is regularly in tears and despair, and what makes it worse is there is nothing I can do to take the pain away.

Miss D Ghosh has now informed my emma she will be dealing with her personally, which I am much happier about, as emma was not being dealt with properly before in my opinion, and lessons could do with being learned regarding that as well as HR being able to tell the difference between a Complaint or an FOI request. Miss D Ghosh in mine eyes took care of ALL that and deserves at least that recognition on my part, and for that alone she already has my praises. She also happens to be treated emmas sister Donna, and she has had nothing but praise for her. so that makes me and my emma a lot happier.

But Miss D Ghosh can only act on her authority to perform her duty when being allowed to do so, by the relevant regulatory bodies making the right choices, based on the information put before them, and on that note I refer to my first page, and will now place all my energies and efforts in that direction into making this happen.

anyway, I hope this update gives you all more insight into emmas condition, and my feelings on the matter. Actually I just want my emma well again and the sooner we can make that happen the better.Thank you thank you thank you for your time and attention.
stuart

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